*frenship*

Hmmm recently i had so many testimonials on the good the bad and the ugly of frenship....totalli sacrificing frens and at the other hand total bitches who give no respect to frenship..frenship is to me second to only my family and since i treat my parents and sister like my frens i can say its almost jus almost equal to my family..i value it alot and though i have insulted and fought alot thanks to the horrible attitude i USED to have i neva have forgotten the good any1 has done for me, alot of good frens i have lost remained the good frens in my memories...i neva maybe able to reach that level of brotherhood wif some of my sec sch frens but its nice to know we aint enemies at least...

recentli i met up wif sec school fraternity brothers and the changes are not so great, same fellows with jus abit more maturity...hahhaah i miss the times in school we used to have and nothing can change the amount of fun, punishments(lol) we used to have...i can safely said we will be able to chuckle just thinking of it even when we are older...i realli missed these people with whom i spend a age where people cld have swayed or gone bad, these people made me who i am, supported me when i was down, helped me with my problems, were wif me in detention/suspension....hahahaha these are also the same people i fought with and yet cld forgive me and accept me back as their fren...thanks alot to these people and i'll always be the same mel to u all...neva think for once i have forgotten u people ya....Thanks to Naresh, Wan, Ah seng, Lionel, John, and specially my best bro Sid...i cant apologise enuff bro...

my current peepz, the libidos are the awesome bunch that replaced these brothers for me, these people came from all walks of life and yet they play a very important part in my life, not seeing them often and i start feeling lonely and i really love the fun we used to ahve and unlike sec sch we neva drifted apart after we stopped attending school in fact i feel we have grown closer, these are people whu can to my face tell me i have gone wrong and that i need a break(yes cathy i hear u), hahahaha these are the idiots i need to make me a better person the same people i can trust to watch my back...Love ya Ja, Jer, Cathy, Cow......;;

These are the good, the bad? urmz recentli i stepped in to some1s life and took control of it for her since she seems incapable to handle it, she is plain naive and always had frens step on her and she being the sweet naive idiot she is let them do it...i made her handle some of her frens and the replies she had were mindboggling, one fren took it as a challenge and started scolding and raising her voice...she even started pointing out things like i did this for u i did that, i was there for u and etc, in my mind i was thinking frens dnt hve to tell i did this i did that, we dnt do it for recognition we simply do it coz we want our frens to be better, she then proceeded to challenge and even make life hard....hahaha and despite being 21 she resorted to getting her "powerful" frens to threaten me, by powerful i mean kids who walk around shouting numbers and hokkien phrases(despite not knowing what it even means), sporting piercings and acting like they own the world, at the back of my mind i was ready to step into sec sch and start squabbling like a petty teenager but i stepped back and noticed that there wldnt be a difference to me and u if i did...But jus know this one thing u blady short bitch, dnt fucking try intimidate me with ur gang frens,u think only u have connections(ur darlin gangsta fren is under mine so ask him shut tha fuck up ya) i was in one before and i have frens, frens alone will put evrything on their line for u, dnt fuck wif me undastand bitch, cut this immaturity before i stoop to ur level and show u who i am?

the plain ugly? hmm the gangsta fren of hers? he was a fren i used to meet up wif, soccer chums whom i spent alot of times with, we played almost everyday and soon reached frenship from acquaintance but this fucka for gal called me up and threatened me hahaha u fuckin know wher i stay and u call me to threaten me? hahahhaa rofl, we used to tell him be careful got strong wind(hes damn bloody skinny legs of bamboo pole standard) and he threatenin me hahaha i was seriousli amused that i dnt have to even fight, i jus have to sit on him to inflict damage...but seriousli u fuckin asshole jus for some bitch who prolli flirted abit with u and u willing to forgo a fren? she prolli used u la, ur face think she will ever like u...